Like most of my Painter SAI shoops, This was done for the sake of making people see what I see, so it's probably not the most gorgeous peice of photorealistic drawing you've ever seen, because it was not my life's work. that aside!


( Now try to un-see it! : D )( Now try to un-see it! : D )( Now try to un-see it! : D )

Violinist of Hameln kicks more ass than I remember.

Life being totally dominated by

I'm having cuteness-seizures. Just fyi. I won't go into it too much because I know 'Lissa hates Hetalia, but let's just say there are fandubs for the opening in EVERY LANGUAGE YOU CAN THINK OF. And even tough most of them suck, I find it incredibly cute.

Anyway, I'm back home.

Bri has plans with everyone ever, and my phone is gone. Someone come make me un-lonley. T_T

hjdkahsdjakd WHEN ARE THOR'S LIMBS GOING TO SHIP. I think I may just leave Thor as her name. Or her nickname.

Timmy has officially tied the knot, I am dead to the world (and 19), and we're coming home tomorrow.

UNLESS Dad was serious about making me go para-sailing.
If so, fuck.
I'm tired, I wanna go home, and put my girl on a body, and give her eyes and hair. I want to play video games and de-tan, not confront my fear of heights.

Whiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine.

I HATE THE SOUTH IT IS TOO HOT.

That said, I'm in Missisppi atm, looking over the river and not putting my shirt on and stylig my hair like I should be.

Uhhhhhh Right, you guys (Melissa and Bri) wanted some megamixes sent to you, detail plz.
I know you wanted a vocaloid one... but wasn't there another?

Edit:
http://www.dollmore.net/shop/step1.php?number=7008 ALSO WOW.
Dollmore stuff is usually ugly to me, but he's gorgeous. (And not in a girly way, like Kyle.)

( Cognac under the cut. )
Boubon's first son- maybe. Depending on what ends up happening when Boubon dies, he may be the second. He IS the high prince though, meaning, he IS the one who'll become king. Betlissa, he's the one Fucking Crazy swears loyalty to. XD
A little more fashion forward than my other boys, he has those little half pants that I am too lazy to remember the actual name of atm


Edit: updated picture. Color design on this family is a BITCH, because you can only be so effective with purple hair. XD

First of, KT, I'm waiting until I've tgried everything from those comments, before I comment again. XD;

Also, um, do any of you guys want to beta for me? I have some old bits and peices I need critique on, because I'm a shitty-ass writer. D: I'd be sending stuff in email to you guys so you didn't miss it, because hahah I'm scary like that.

You know how I don't have emotions? Well, in dreams, I have just STUFF happen to me, and I'm not weepy, really- (I only ever cry when stuff happens to dad, in my dreams... I have like... a list of ways he's died/tranformed into something that's trying to kill me/ect, in them)

Last night, I... I don't remember exactly what happened in words, but the left over feeling says it's full of stuff that couldn't have happened in real life. Kind of the same feeling as floating through water like it's antigravity with lots of wind, while not holding your breath. I guess. I experienced EVERYTHING with  this gorgeous middle-eastern girl and misc. creature... thing. We were at some sort of camp thing, so she'd had to leave, and I remember just BAWLING and hugging her before she left, and I have this looming feeling she played therapist for me a LOT.

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh that's it, sorry for the failpost.

Well, Bri'll be home on Sunday, so don't expect me to be online much for the next few days, haha. She'll DOMINATE me.

Second of all, a kind of weird rant.

About my love of hot drinks.

Hot drinks and sweets are my favourite combination in the world, to the point where I can't have sweets (unless it's icecream/gelato/sherbert/ect, obviously) without them. I have tea with cake, coffee (or Earl Grey) with fine chocolates, and so on. Weirdly enough, for a really long time, I only liked coffee.

...See, it's always been my belief that tea was for fruity/vanilla deserts, and coffee was for chocolatey ones.
Then I met Earl Grey. She was the most wonderful tea I'd ever met- but I had no idea at the time, because she was, well, a bit low class, and I thought her Bergamont taste just wasn't for me.
I met her later, dressed up in her finest, and tried a sip. Heavenly.
It could just as easily be my Ciel muse, but WOW, I never thought I'd like Earl Grey, but it's wonderful.

Out of the greens I've had so far, I liked my kyoto sakura ocha (Kyoto Cherry Rose) best. <3 om nom nom. It's incedibly floral, to the point where it has petals in it (don't petals make it a white tea? Hmn.), and I do love floral teas. Jasmine Pearl and Jasmine Green are lovely as well, but a little less... hmn, casual? They taste less like fruity flowers, that's for sure.

Also Yerba Mate. I have nothing else to say. Mmmmmm.

I love coffee, anyone who knows me knows that- maybe it's a side effect of growing up with a picky coffee drinker, who grinds his own, I dunno. But I'm every bit as selective about my coffee as I am my tea- maybe even moreso. I prefer lighter blends, hazelnut blends (Bagel and Blagel's vanilla hazelnut is lovely), and local blends (for my irl friends- the roasterie's blends are INCREDIBLE. Better than a lot of imported coffee, in fact, and it's available in Hen House ground and whole bean.)
However, the best espresso I've ever had (it was in a cafe breve- my favourite of all of the foo-foo drinks.), was imported from italy. WOW. WOW WOW. It was incredibly velevety- and may or may not have ruined cafe Breves for me forever. I'd love to shoot that espresso on it's own, I suspect it's sippable, hah.

One of my fondest dreams is for an espresso machine and a coffee maker, and I have a four-cup coffee maker chilling downstairs. Espresso Machines are so expensive thoooouugh.

Hot Chocolate. I adore peppermint hot chocolate. But, again, I'm incredibly selective. I had a taste of shavings melted in milk, and I could never drink Swiss Miss or Nestle ever again ever. Though, admittedly, I horde Lissa's stache when I'm over there, haha.

Nestle cocoa is so... it's full of fillers, and when I taste them it's just... augh.

I really can't go on forever about cocoa like everything else, but World Market is your friend.

Also Christopher Elbow chocolates are entirely organic and Elbow himself is from Kansas City. Voila~

As a parting note, Elbow and Roasterie did a collab coffee together, and I wanna try it ohsobad.

Does anyone know how to not be ashamed of uploading crappy videos to youtube?
eoe

dhkjsadhjsakdsajakdj I hate having computer problems.

Yeah, Mao is level 200, and I'm lonely as crap and not getting on the computer atm. Blaaaaah.
Um... nothing else really to say...




Check Haku (white hair) during the double time. That is SO ME. D:

-Drawing
-Replying to 'On Day Three, the Shadow Rose Again" on Keyblade
-Making Thor some clothes
-Drawing
-redoing Thor's faceup
-Taking a nap
-finishing Fate/Stay Night
-drawing
-get myself a refill of pineapple orange juice
-taking a nap
-drawing
-finishing Clannad
-drawing
-finishing gargoyles (No, I'm not kidding. The entire show is hanging out on my HD.)
-drawing

and now you know.

Only one image, guys. XD And it's not even really a preview, it's more like a 'Hey, look at the program I use!" Just trying out a new style, and oh GUESS WHO THAT CHICK IS, I SURE WISH ADMIRAL ACKBAR WERE HERE, HE OCULD CLEAR THAT UP FOR US.
Imagine glasses on it.

But yeah, just going for the shiney, H-game look. Nuserey Rhyme, Clannad, Air, Kanon. That kinda thing. Was really drawn to play with a different method of doing hair, more than anything. Y/N, guys?

Yay, Vodka. Ignore the badness and lack of reflective lighting, if you will. Was listening to a lot of Euphoric field, needed to draw soemthing soft and wintery.
Man I miss winter. I want snow back, and NOW. T_T Strange, since I was born in June. I guess I should love the summer, but I just DON'T. I like overcast, and snow, best.
Well, I guess I'll leave you guys with the song that really got this going.



Edit:
Also, has anyone else noticed that while the conventions aren't nessasarily better, you draw like fifty times prettier with actual, honest-to-god pencil? Well, I do.
I draw some stuff that actually looks like it's out of a manga, by hand... Which sounds really, really cocky of me, but it's not nessasarily PRETTY manga, just Manga. XD

"Instead of writing today off as one filled with problems, look at each event as a reminder to slow down and get it right the first time. Simple things like running late for an appointment or forgetting to follow through on a promise are symptoms of underlying issues. Don't waste energy on negative emotions; it's more useful now to cut back on your activities and seek a calmer lifestyle. "

EYEBROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWS. D<
I need icecream and now.


(Also, that boy I linked a journal ago- he's shooped to hell, and his wig is god-awful, but I see some potential like whoa in him.)

I LOVE HIM.

Discuss.

The writer's block question today was a good one. :O Too lazy to get into it at the moment, though. That and the fact that I don't have much time to be doin' stuff, it's my older brother's birthday.
One more picture, not even bothering with a cut, or a freinds-only on this one, because, whatever, and it's so messy no one is going to steal it. (Haha, as if someone would steal my 'art' anyway.)

You guys have seen this, but I've finally become fed up with having it on my hard drive, and telling myself "I'll finish it and put it on DA- I will..."

*o*

AND THEN YOU WATCH A PREFORMANCE OF MAGIC FLUTE hkjsahjkshajkdsa <3